Excrutiation...

something is blocking.... me...

or is it?... wierd?

something is wrong... I just know it...

or is it?... me?...


I think too much, that I know... but I have foreseen and avoided many unsavoury encounters because of this...

what's going on?

it's as though... God himself had a hand in this...


I love him.... I know I do....
the feeling can be so mixed at times...

is the fire burning out?.... already?.......

.. i could actually break a record with this...

maybe he's tired...


think i shouldn't think too much...
he didnt reply my message either...


there is so much stuff to do... so much work.... and I just don't feel like doing anything.... I jus wanna cry...
but tears won't come out...

its as though..... i'm used to it...








i'm used to it....







do I love him? yes. I do.
Do I know what is love? I think I do.
Does he love me? yes. I.. think he does....

then what am I saying.....

I'm confusing myself..




is it true that two guys can never be together for long?
I do not know... but so far, my experience has confirmed this statement...




i think i'm going to die...



if you will, stretch out your hand and save me...
if you will not, turn your head and never look back...